i have failed…

my second semester of college

i don’t feel very awesome right now. 

risk-taking

listening to phish live @ msg and doing music theory in the library is doing wonderful things for my state of mind. 

today is a good day. 

awe yeah, today is a good day…

I thought I was going to fail music theory for the semester, but my instructor just emailed me to let me know I’m 5 percentage points away from a D. It would be higher if I hadn’t let myself get so far behind on turning in assignments. 

This gives me hope.  

forever

drinking pinot grigio by myself and doing homework. 

fuck homework…

dance party in my room! 

can’t tell if…

the drunker I get, the more this starts to make sense

or if I still don’t understand it and start to care less. 

Studying sucks

super-lame sunday…

And I’m not watching the game tonight. 

instead I’ll be paraphrasing the Communist Manifesto for my western civ class. 

priorities. 

Alfred Nobel can suck it…

Please, don’t get me wrong. I mean, I’m all for peace and whatnot, but I just took a pain killer and its just now kicking in and I could honestly give less than a fuck about this whole research project.